BLOOD AND CHOCOLATES

cobwebs dont look pretty on you

2011-12-18T06:50:00.000-08:00

Wow. From tomorrow it will be one month since i went for the 2pm concert. And lemme just say how awesome it was. The energy from the crowd and from the guys of 2pm was just amazing. Was like jumping up and down and screaming my life away. Awesome awesome experience...something that i would never forget. Hehe..

I have been training up myself for the last few months. Training up my kicks and my endurance too. Now that i rmb the gym was like offering free lessons now so im going to make full use of it. Im also planning to take up mixed marital arts...i think its a good thing cause i can strengthen my shoulders and knees. Hoping that my parents would allow me then 'be the most complete fighter in the world' ...lol learn that from boyka.

Its the christmas week already!!!! I haven bought any presents yet...sob sob. .

Alrights watching top gear now...peace out!!!

My Bad. ^.^

2011-10-08T04:53:00.000-07:00

MY ITP OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like 2 weeks ago. Oops. My bad. Was so busy resting that i forgot to .
yea, so i have been training. Like in muay thai and normal training. wanna get GTF body before i graduate. teehee,

OH! rmb i say about 2pm coming to singapore for a concert?. Guess wad!! I GOT THE TICKETS!! WOOT WOOT!!! DAEBAK LUH!!! can see that ok taecyeon live!!

PUT YOUR HANDS UP!!

from 25 to 33

2011-08-16T17:51:00.000-07:00

My ITP is almost over. Freaking fast. Just like that 5 months is already over.
Workload?. hmm. manageable, Last month was crazy. Cause of the conference and stuff. But now there is an audit coming up soon. So i gotta update stuff. Which i'm suppose to be doing now, but i'm blogging instead. hehe. i'm such a badass.

The end of my itp is a good thing cause i can finally go back and train. Wait wait, i have been training okay , just not as much as before. BUT! i have been training. Like now, every Friday we train in school . Yippie. Right now, i hope i can train in school this friday. My freaking ankle. it just suddenly swell up. Its so freaking hard to walk. Yesterday i ask my Thai Coach to help me rub. Became better but then, went back to being stiff. i ask my mom to rub also. i dunno wad's wrong with it, but its fucking painful. Now its so stiff.feels likes its going to snap any moment. AHHH. Annoying. I hope i can recover by friday.

Guess wad!, since i not training so much, i cut down on my food. Now i'm trying to save money by bringing food from home. why? CAUSE 2PM HAVING CONCERT IN SINGAPORE ON THE 19th OF NOV!!!!!!!. MUST GO. this i gotta tell you, you know my mom don't like ever allow me to go for concerts like ever! when i tell her about the 2pm concert, she just say, i'm not paying one cent!. I was like damm stunned. its like she allowed me to go for a concert!. so freaking weird!!!!. OMG LUH. 2pm got effect on my mom sey!! LOL

OKAY BLOGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, i needa start doing my work. Update yea real soon!!. Maybe with pics this time!! =)
Muacks..

p-p-p-put your hands up!!

2011-06-22T19:13:00.000-07:00

21 to 25. Can't believe its like 3 months already since i started my itp. So which i prefer? studying or working. I still cannot make up the decision. I guess both are the same. I pretty much having tonnes of work to do. More responsilbites for me. Hiaz.

Oh yea. for the last 2 weeks, i have been going down to the gym. why?. Help out. take attendence then slack slack. not so much for training. But last Sat, we had the last day for the training day camp. which means is a full day camp. SHIOK!!. it was even better when reddy showed up and train us. WAH!!. the next day i was like a freaking zombie. Cannot move. Whole body aching. SHIOK!!. We also sparred. the last time i sparred was like so many months ago. I sparred with almost everyone. What a rush, when your sparring. I sux to a certain extent. I need more sparring experience.

The last time i blogged, i say 2pm came to singapore. Finally i know why. Their new single -Hands up! which is freaking awesome btw, Is completly shot in Singapore!!
they were advertising for Singapore. Pretty awesome. Their new album. Omg. ROCKS\m/!!! All the songs so super nice!!. Me Likey!.

I know i still haven camwhore yet. But its like no mood. I don't camwhore if i go no mood. Later all the pics anyhow come out. Epic.

Please ignore the 'I will always love you' part in my previous entry. I don't know what the hell i was thinking. I'm Not mad. Seriously don't know what i was thinking.

Pornstar aura? i hope i don't have. is it a good thing if i do? =)

Taecyeon looks different. Like skinner. but sitll oh so HOT!!. OKCAT FTW!!one last thing, before i attempt to get started on my work

PUT YOUR HANDS UP!!! hehe. 2PM!!!

9 to 21

2011-05-23T18:15:00.000-07:00

9 weeks??. Now is more like 21 weeks.Like so quick right?. hehe.
same old stuff . I just recoverd from flu. Guess i didn't drink enough water when i was at senotsa. Got super tanned cause of that. Smr when i get sick, i become super dark. I look like a freaking milo dinosaur!. Grr. But the nature republic, white therapy emulsion is helping me to get back my color. Slowly uh. You know how ANNOYING it is, when i get tanned. I get tanned super fast. But when i recovering back, it takes damm long. Like HELLO, i'm already indian. Borned Tanned. HIAZ!!!

My mom turned 50 this year. The big 50.i bought for her a dream catcher.I bought for me too. I think it works. Gotta believe in it . Mine is yellow. Then we went to watch pirates of the carribean. the latest one. NICE!!!!. then we went for dinner and lastly bought cake and celebrated. =)

Btw. 2pm came to singapore!!!!!. They went to sentosa to film their mv. i hope its another cabi mv. minus snsd. Disturbing. Then i heard that they still in sg. Apparently JYPE booked the whole ZOUK for them. bad boys, still wanna club smr. Lol. I think they are still in Singapore. =)

Training? hiaz. when i get my pay then i can train. Cause Sharon say, No fee No train. =(. Only one more week then its pay day!!. i don't wanna distrub my parents uh. When i work, they told me to be independent. I also wanna be.

Oh well, Boring to the max. I have to carry on with work. Even though i really don't want. SO SO sleepy. Grr.

apparantly i have a pornstar aura? WTF.

I'm always going to love you. ALWAYS.

body shop? what body shop?

2011-05-03T17:57:00.000-07:00

Its MAY already!!. 9 weeks since i join the company. Its been pretty okay. Doing the same old stuff. I usually have no work to do. then i have to create my own work. Like updating the files. Can go online and FB. But like i said. its pretty boring.

i still manage to go for trainings. PHEW. i need it. mostly scape training. Scratch that, only scape trainings. Its so fun. PAL, our coach. He really can kill us. Which is so awesome. Then you become stronger. Me like. I also have been doing my own trainings. like before i go and shower. i will do like 100 squats. proper squats. then now i increase it to 125. slowly i will increase it. Butt has become perky. AWESOME SHIT!!!.

BTW, i have been using nature republic products now. rmb i first tried the nail polish and hand cream. well now, i bought nail polish , hand cream , shower gel, body lotion and whitening emulsion and hair lotion. It freaking works. i haven tried the shower and body lotion. Using that for camp. But i tried the others. excpet hand cream. that one i buy for my mom for mother's day. my hair was rough at the ends. after using conditior. the rest of the hair is smooth. just the ends. so i just apply hair lotion before i left for work. its so smooth now. the ends are so smooth.
and my face is not allgeric to the emulsion. which is so nice!!. making my face whiter and even skin color. OM nature republic really rox. Its affortable and it rox balls. cannot wait to try the body lotion and shower gel. Smell like fruits.

I also rebonded my hair. No shocker there. But i colored it chocolate brown. Its so damm nice on me. Like natural. Even the hair stylist say black also don't suit me. But that's my natural color. LOL!!!. will camwhore soon. Okay. Going to have breakfast then start work. I'm blogging from the office. lol.

Before i blog off, I show you the products that i gotten.

enough is enough

2011-04-04T19:29:00.000-07:00

its offically one month since i started work. wilhelmsen ship management. cannot believe that its already one month. then only sad thing about this job is that, when you finish your work damm fast. you really got nothing to do. i mean NOTHING. Damm sian. its like how many times you can go on FB. FB also becoming very sian. just 2 hours to lunch time!. must try to only eat 4 or max 5 bucks. so i got enough money to buy contacts. so long never use contacts. lol.

since i really got nothing to do. i shall blog about everything. hmm. maybe not everything , but stuff that if talk about will ease the pain. smth shit like that. wait wait, before i get all serious, let me just blog about smth informalish. Yesterday i saw Katy Perry - ET music video. the visually amazing. she's so pretty. like a DOLL. i wouldn't be surprise if they start calling barbie dolls, katy perry dolls. then the song is so nice!!. i'm addictied to the song. 2nd thing is i just heard 2pm's latest song, Take off. the jap version. OMG so upbeat. nice nice. that song can really hear chansung vocals, which is so amazing. can't wait for their comeback. they are all grown up. Naughty boys to men. WOots.

okay since that's done.Onto to serious things. Sorry blog, but i can just pretend to scold you instead of using that person's name. Can? Can?. alright.*sigh* where do i even begin, does jacinta nishanthi look like a doormat???. why is that you only need me when its only for formal thing. and even that, i always must be the one calling/msging you. always making the first move. its really not fair. you say were friends? but do you act like one. maybe you do around others, but sure as hell not around me. why am i always doing this for you?. of course you will say that you didn't ask me too. yea. its my fault. its my fault for caring right?. yea i admit its my fault for liking you. Sorry for that. maybe you distanting yourself from me, so that you don't lead me on?. but didn't i tell you that our friendship is more impt than that. and you still don't get it?. maybe you also got this type of problems with other girls. but i'm not like them. when i tell you that i like you, you should just give a direct answer. YES or NO. end of story. but you keep saying we too close. yea, so close means wad?. you just leave me hanging there. just tell it directly. and please, if you are thinking that, if you're going to tell me, NO. i might cry my eyes or do smth drastic. then you don't know me at all. beside this whole liking thing, as my friend?, were you ever there?. why is that we have never gone out as friends. and for that you're always coming out with smth." oh i got smth on, see how?" then ask "ouh we make and outing". why do you have to make an outing just to go out with me? are you that ashamed of me?. really?. i'm not a toy. when got no other girls around, then you come and "play" with me. then when got other girls. you just forget i exist. i really deserve a roundhouse to my face for playing along. like so stupid. i really dunno what's you reason for all this. but i had enough. i'm tired of being your doormat, caring . tired of everything. i may have a rough exterior, but i'm still human. and the worst feeling i feel, is that when you care so much for a friend, they just don't give a shit about you. if you think that i'm overreacting and wanna stop being my friend. then so be it. but i can't and won't have someone in my life, treating me like this.

new changes

2011-04-02T04:56:00.000-07:00

its april already!!
so fast right. so far work is good.

i just wanna say this even though its like no link
i feel so much better once i stop caring. maybe this 6 months is a good thing.

adulthood much

2011-03-25T08:33:00.000-07:00

its been one week since i starting work. can i just say, the job is super fun!!!
i'm like incharge of incoming and outgoing delivery for the company. BTW my family coming back tmr. so fast right. like 2 weeks already. kk. i very tired/lazy to blog more.

took some random pics in the office/great world city

working class hero

2011-03-19T20:06:00.000-07:00

one week have past since my parents went overseas. wednesday started work. wilhelsemen shipping management. i have alot of things to do. but if i finish my work, i will be bored. one the first day i really at alot of things to learn. brain overload much. but the environment there very nice. kinda scary cause alot of steps need to do. i don't wanna screw up. aiyah. scared. but i was told just do my job , step by step. dunno anything must ask. only fear i have is answering the phone. the heart will freeze. BIGGEST FEAR MUST BE CONQUERED!!!!

oh yea, i also found out where to learn the korean language in singapore. i planning to learn from SPRING EDUCATION in bishan. they are sent me the cost price. about 800 plus. for the package of level 1 to 3. taking this , i will have cert. easy application for korean uni. DONGGUK UNI!!!

this yogurt is damm nice. me and eunice discovered it at great world city on our lunch break. yogurt with kit kat topping. yummy!!!

this is really funny. me and thwe ni were talking about fantasy love life. epic.
this is mine
MY HUSBAND : OK TAECYEON

MY BOYFRIEND: LEE JOON

MY SCANDAL : RAIN(sorry kaylisah )

MY SWEETHEART: T.O.P

if this actually happened. i will be in deep shit. HAHA

nature republic saranghae!!

2011-03-12T19:57:00.000-08:00

first of all i wanna say. I LOVE NATURE REPUBLIC!!!
is the best body shop and face shop combine to one. BEST!!. the prices are way better. not ex. okay let me tell you how i found out about this amazing shop. thwe ni told me that rain was advertising this shop. so when we wanted to meet at bishan, got this shop. first of all, my jaw dropped when i saw rain pics in the shop. omg. my face became so hot!!! freaking hot. then the next time i went into the shop. we saw the nail polish, the colors damm nice!! while thwe ni was searching for her color, i went to see if got hand cream. wah, i tried this hand cream. so damm good. instant results. my hand damm smooth. no need to put alot. not ex somemore. BODY SHOP is way ex!!. i bought that and metallic pink nail polish. i'm in love with the color!!. it looks so nice!!. nick say look like pearls. lol. once i get my pay, i going to buy more things from that shop!!!. all the things damm nice there. best thing, i can buy online!!!. sg prices.

SEE THE COLOR SO NICE!!!!

btw, this morning i sent my family off at the airport. see them 2 weeks later. they should be calling soon.

becareful what you wish for jacinta.

2011-03-04T23:11:00.000-08:00

i'm so tired. last week i complain that i was so bored. this week i'm so tired. the whole day i've been out. hardly stayed at home. 2 days just go out. but the rest of the 3 days, training. we train at scape. not bad uh. big space. my whole body ache so much. we did Floyd "money" maywether training. damm fast the combos. my arms, legs and back muscles aching so much. SHIOK!!!.
i hope that we get to train in scape more often, got my favorite yogurt ice-cream. its so yummy. it just melts in your mouth. don't have the aftertaste. not ex also.

yesterday i went out with thwe ni and matthais. we went to IKEA. had so much fried food. oh no. no good. today i keep drinking loads of juices. clear it out.
after matt left, me and thwe ni, took alot of epic pics. lol.

wah, tmr will be sunday and it will the week where my parents and brother will be going to INDIA for 2 weeks, then i will be here in SG with my grandmother. its the first time they going overseas without me. lol.

vampire addiction

2011-02-25T02:01:00.000-08:00

its FRIDAY!!, one week of boredom is finally over!!!
its not really that boring cause i was like watching all the drama. like from full house to dream high then to vampire diaries.

okay i have to admit, i didn't really watch vampire diaries cause i thought it was all twilightish. but after watching one ep, I'M HOOKED!!. the storyline is really nice. the vampires are so realistic, and speaking of vampires, one of the character, DAMON. omg. is so smoking hot. he is seriously the hottest VAMP i have ever seen. first time see already i was like WOAH, ME LIKEY LIKEY. DAMON is like the evil brother. but he's not all that bad. now i'm at ep 15 already. so addictive!!!

hmm, today i accidently cut my own face. hmm. not one of my best moments.

boring much??!!

2011-02-21T05:52:00.000-08:00

I'M JUST SO FREAKING BORED!. GOSH. FREAKING BORED.
i just went for running. felt good.
cause this week, most of the peeps are having exams. HAHA. SUCKERS.

all i can do now is watch full house. nice drama. got RAIN!!!!!!
its really damm touching and funny.

my mom is damm happy luh, i can run errands for her. -.-

blaq , just blaq

2011-02-18T04:47:00.000-08:00

i bought the poster!!! yippie. i put it up already.

now i don't dare to change in my room. can see lee joon staring at you. just staring.
walau, the worst part of finishing exams early, is like its so boring. got nothing to do. HIAZ

new goal

2011-02-17T06:00:00.000-08:00

exams are over!. yes luh. full house marathon and catching up on dream high. woots.
tmr going to suntec to buy mbalq & 2pm poster. yippie. gotta go out as much as i can before my itp starts. then its work work for 6 mths.

oh yeah, thwe ni like went to find out about uni in korea. awesome man. they like list down everything for you. like how much for dorms and where is the nearest mrt station. its like cheaper there to study. i'm so going there to study. i don't wanna study in sg, super ex and super stressful. then if you get into it, they can assign a buddy to fetch you from the airport. bring you around. nice. me and thwe ni plan to study there. most to most we rent a house and live together. safer. at least we know each other. scully we live next 2pm. wah. happy!! oh oh, they need at least grade 3 of speaking korean. so by the time i grad, i should know it. during holidays must learn. besides i always wanted to learn. it can be my second language.

THAT'S MY GOAL!!

exam so fast.....

2011-02-10T05:09:00.000-08:00

next week is exams!. really fast. gosh.
left one last chap to learn , then need to revise.
then its all holidays. before my ITP starts. which is march 16.
go out every single day.
hiaz.

doing the DPA thingy. god i swear, every year the generation is becoming whimper and whimper. whiny little bitches. every thing also complain. " oh its hot, oh i very tired" ahh. i feel like strangling them. WHIPMS. really WHIMPS.
hopefully friday kids won't be so whimpy.

*took at seoul garden. sharon to give me a seductive face. lol

WHY KOREAN GUYS ARE SO SUPER HOT!!!! WHY!!!, AHHHH. SG GOT NO ONE.
i wanna go KOREA!!!

stuffed like turkey

2011-02-05T06:57:00.000-08:00

eeekss. another week is over.
the super long cny holidays are almost over!!!.
gosh. that means one more week to revise before exams. =(

today was so fun!!
went to marina square, seoul garden to have dinner.
reddy's farewell dinner ( going ns) and nick birthday celebration.

stuffed much?!. i ate so much. lucky i ate vege and spammed kimchi. kimchi damm shiok.
then we had, ice cream cake. so stuffed. hiaz. fat liao.

happiest thing is when sharon say i lost weight!!, so happy. i lost 3 kg.
now my new goal. is to lose at least 5 kg before end of feb. can one. i know can.

GOING TO RUN AND TRAIN AND EAT PROPERLY.
go jacinta go. become SEXSHI!!!

its beating for you

2011-01-21T07:35:00.000-08:00

CAN YOU FEEL MY HEART BEAT???
haha. i just so had to do that, why? cause i cut like heart beat!!!!!!!!!!!! just the fringe only. cause i just rebonded my hair. tmr i cam whore. today the lighting not so good.
btw, i baked rocky road brownies. its like brownie then one layer chocolate chip then marshmallows. taste yummy. i gave thwe ni, matthais , kumar, pala , taufiq and benedict to try. they loved it.

BTW, SOMEONE OWES ME A DATE!!!!!!

school started

2011-01-15T00:39:00.001-08:00

its been wad?, 2 weeks since school started.
adpated to the sudden waking up so early. last week was the open house. we had to perform outside the convention center, it all was so far so good. till it start to rain. OMG. then we had to put back the mats, it drizzled. not too bad. then it poured!. and the wind was so strong. i got attacked by the canvas. idiot much. after getting drenched in the rain, went into fc 5. which at that time, was so super cold. eventually i fell so sick. super high fever. took me one week to recover. that bad. PLUS side, i lost weight. =)

i bought my organizer!. red color. nice
new changes happening to the club. then i really going to train. i mean train. me and thwe ni going running every monday. then training every wed, fri. i really must increase my level. i slack so much. become so weak already. then i seriously must go buy my mouth guard. i seriously wanna start sparring. i need too. yesterday was the last day of informal training in school. did intensive pad work and ran. must increase the pace.

FASHION TERRORIST MUCH?!
like okcat<3

non-stop going out

2010-12-30T04:54:00.000-08:00

lazy me again!
now its like 2 more days to the new year. let me see if i can recap wadever happen,
i did went out with my cousin @ vivo city. went there to find for my mom's christmas present. guess wad she wanted. Optimus prime! lol. i bought it for her. my mom was damm happy. then my mom bought for me clutch and my dad bought for me the mythology of vampires. AWESOME MUCH!. then christmas day, we went to my auntie's place for lunch. omg when she cook the prawns, so damm shoik. then at night we went to my other auntie place, for dinner. spamm chocolate cake and whip cream. stuffed. oh yea, before that was the training camp. walau. i couldn't sleep for the first night. it was so freaking cold. the whole night. that night i went running. then early morning i went running and went back to the bunk to sleep. i was so sleepy. then in afternoon i went to train. padwork. then evening i went to run again. then train. lucky the last night manage to sleep abit. then week after christmas i keep going out. faster faster keep going out, before school started. which is like next week.urgh.

oh yea, like 2 days ago, we had the spmt sentosa outing. not many people turn up. but it was still fun though. really become siao in the water. i love the water so much. i will be constantly be in the water. the pics are in fb.

i need to buy 2011 organizer. and i wanna make my own 2011 calendar.
should be cheaper . i guess?

wild bunny happiness

2010-12-11T21:23:00.000-08:00

WOOTS holidays already!!!
but not really woots. i using this holidays to settle club stuff. i still wanna go out with my cousins. so long since i last saw them.

but i think after training camp then go out liao. i watching wild bunny. its super hilarious. its 2pm doing stupid + funny things. damm funny. the 2am guys are also supper funny. must so watch it during camp. taecyeon is so mischievous. actually all of the 2pm. really crazy. imagine you get friends like that GONE CASE. ahah. they really very natural. just being themselves is already chaos. hahah. so fun =)

OK taecyeon, is like perfect. he's like super super tall. 186cm!!!
so scary. that is super tall. but he damm hunk. he very playful. mischievous. cannot stay still. that type very fun to be around with. you will never be bored. haha.
next week is like packed with stuff. eeeee. oh well get it cleared day by day.

to make my life better. SPAMM WITH TAECYEON PICS!!

FUCKING HUNK!!. got loads of pics , BUT not gonna share with you . MUHAHAHAHA

sticky yum

2010-11-30T04:38:00.000-08:00

next week is my exams.
next wed and thursday. studying from yesterday.

i get why people buy sweet from sticky. so nice. i use to think it was so exp. so nice!! i'm eating raspberry rock. NICE.

i'm so addicted to DIGITAL SOUND by SE7EN ft T.O.P. so nice. but T.O.P but so nice. of course uh. haha

weigh in OVER!

2010-11-27T05:48:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the weigh in for the upcoming IVP.
not many spmt people weighed in. oh well. it was kinda informal. different form last year. the juniors look very like sian. so i just take pics during training. the last part. all took together. kinda make them feel like they are apart of the team. i also tested the new pads. so hard. but shiok. can feel the arms ache when i punch consistently. then i went to run. lucky i run. if not i feel like i never train. i think i wanted to faster go buy mouth guard then go spar.

i saw the thai quote when nick posted it on the blog. "Unless you get into the ring for a fight, you have not truly learnt Muay Thai". nice right?

you win uh, seung hyun

2010-11-25T01:55:00.000-08:00

AHH, seriously. can no one stop this man?!! CHOI SEUNG HYUN!!
i dunno wad to do anymore. i give up. i really really give up. you win SEUNG HYUN. i surrender myself to you.

this is why i give up cannot fight already.

GIVE UP!!!

john cena please come back

2010-11-24T23:39:00.000-08:00

NO MORE JOHN CENA !!! =(
he left the wwe. i cannot believe it. i cannot imagine wwe without cena. cena is the only one when gets injured, i will cry. seeing cena smile , makes me so happy. but when he left yesterday, i don't what to feel. i was so shocked. and so sad.

if randy orton leaves the wwe too, i not going to watch it anymore. cena use to be the only reason why i watch it so much. i wish i was backstage. i confirm
would have cried and hugged him.

please come back to wwe!!!!! PLEASE CENA.

k-pop, so damm amazing

2010-11-22T21:46:00.000-08:00

reddy is absolutely right about k-pop. the music is so damm nice. honestly even nicer than western music. its been so long since i listen to an english song. haha. the beat so nice. they are so humble. even i don't understand the language, the music is just amazing. i slowly exploring other k-pop bands. first it was only bigbang, then now is slowly se7en, 2pm and rain. hahaha. SO NICE LUH!!!!!!

I FINALLY GET IT!!! i feel so happy listening to it. their music video musics are amazing!!! the dance and visual design. so nice!!! sometimes so funny. very entertaining. now i dunno wad is the latest english song. hahaha

nokia C7

2010-11-20T22:49:00.000-08:00

i bought new phone!!!
NOKIA C7. its so freaking cool. i like it so much. this is literally touch screen. cause my old BB, had to push the screen in to press. the best part i use my own money to pay for this. usually i will ask my mom to pay for my phone. THIS TIME I NEVER!!. so happy =)

i bought this color. awesomeness.

right now, its so boring. i think i will watch true blood again. NICE =)

deepavali/birthday celebration

2010-11-17T05:24:00.000-08:00

this is SO OVERDUE!!
on the weekend of my birthday, i called my spmt mates over to my place to celebrate my birthday and deepavali. it was pretty fun. only when they came into my room, they just couldn't resist to play wif my toy ninja set. itchy fingers. then they all ate the food that mom cooked. I HELPED TO PREPARE IT. then later when celebrated my birthday then we went down to my place to slack. we played TRUTH OR TRUTH. i know, the name already sounds stupid. just imagine the game how,FUCKING stupid. ahahha. seriously. laugh so much. this type of game can play in camps.

seung hyun madness

2010-11-17T04:29:00.000-08:00

today is really really cold.
SUPER COLD!.
my hands are freezing!!!
today is a holiday, hari raya haji. i finished my gems project. this gems project i have to describe about myself. like wad type of face shape i have and body shape. then have to also describe about the dream company you wanna work. i chose YG entertainment. i have to admit that i always wanted to do management. like manange the stars, their apperances and schedules. would be fun. i chose YG instead of LA talent agency, more easier to work in asia.Wah, imagine manage BIG BANG. travel with them. NICE.

recent addiction. TOP. aka seung-hyun. pure sexiness. last friday, me, belinda, thwe ni and matthais went to watch 71-into the fire. OMG. amazing movie. bascially this movie is about the war between north korea and south korea. top was acting it. SO HOT. i couldn't breathe sometimes. TOO SEXY. the movie damm touching. i cried!

let me show you, why i cannot resist this guy. NONO jacinta, Be faithful to your taeyang.

<3 seung-hyun

TOTAL HOTTY!!!!!, i keep watching his video "turn it up" so sexy luh, KOREAN GUYS ARE JUST SO HOT!!

btw, i finally have a nice pic for my fb profile. FINALLY RIGHT! must have mood then can take nice pics
enjoy=)

bored

2010-11-13T06:25:00.000-08:00

wah, so long i never blog uh. horrible.
so, the last time i said was went town myself uh. wad's else happened since then. hmmm.
celebrated my birthday.
yuling and pam, really good actors uh.
i come to school and tell them, its my birthday. they just ignore me. i damm sad lor. i all the way, never talk to them. i damm sad. then after class, they ask me follow me to fc 5, then surprise me. i was like, ASSHOLE. i thought they forgot my birthday.
then rest was kinda okay.

hehe

2010-10-28T06:12:00.000-07:00

I WENT TOWN MYSELF TODAY!!
SO PROUD.=)
Becoming to independent.

=( not my day

2010-10-27T05:45:00.000-07:00

today is seriously not my day.
from the time i wake up, suddenly got one sharp pain from my thigh to my hips. it was so painful. then walking to class i drop my ezlink on the floor. then while slacking, the power at the power socket when off. i was busy watch videos. then no one went training today. so its like i brought my stuff and stayed back for no reason. hiaz. guess once in a while ,you have a bad day. gotta stay positive.

new found confidence

2010-10-25T23:51:00.000-07:00

this morning was really bad!.
i set my alarm at 5.30 last morning cause i had class at 8. my alarm never ring. this morning when i suddenly wake up to see why my alarm never ring, i checked the time. it was 7!!!. shit. i am supposed to be in the train in this time. the stupid alarm never ring. walau. i missed my class. its not like i wanna miss it intentionally. tsk.
by the time i shower and get ready, it will be 8 plus. then by the time i reach school it will be 10. class over already. tsk.

shit luh. but by staying at home, i helped my mom wash and hang the clothes. made lunch. shit uh, seriously. i don't wanna miss class. i was going on a good streak. argh!!. but i printed out the notes, i'll read them tonight.

tmr, i plan to go running after my class. cause my class ends at 10. then i plan to stay in school till 3 then from there go to fight g for training. so i go running from 10 to 11. then rest till 3. i wanna go running. i wanna have a nice body. okay this might sound weird, but after listening to big bang & taeyang's song, i feel like i found this new confidence in me. i can't explain why, but i just have it. like when during the last training camp, i ran 6 km. when i was running i was thinking about taeyang. i know. haha. but its the feeling of his asian and okay this weird, sort of feels like might get him. okay i know it sounds ridiculous, that drives me on to keep running. hey, you find your own motivation. like this few days i have been trying out different clothes and using the long necklace, that i was so afraid to wear. usually i don't do that. doing different hairstyle. to me, i feel its kinda more realistic to like asian then angmoh. its more like, don't aim so high, or something that you will never get. hehe. now to get the body. i have the shape and assets. now to sculpt it.

demo over already =)

2010-10-24T04:07:00.000-07:00

what a hectic week!!
last week was the first day of school. people suppose to be bit relax. usually got nothing do. NOT ME. i was like fully booked for the whole week. constantly running here and there. got to settle the demo and my modules. first things first. the demo was a success!!!
couldn't done it without the guys. justin, dawn , taufiq, reddy, sharon, pala , thwe ni, belinda, hans , matthais and nicholas. seriously couldn't have done it without nick. i'm so grateful for such a awesome president. GOOD JOB NICK!!! i had to be the mc for our segement. it was so scary. when i came out to talk , people already start " phew you wit" sounds. busteds. ahahha. i already so scared already. hahaha. thank god its over. as for my mouldes. apperantly this year i cannot forward. will clash. hiaz.

i keep listening to big bang now. all their songs damm nice uh. eventhough i dunno what they are singing about, who cares. damm nice. haha.
my mom keep complaining about the taeyang poster in my room. she doesn't like it. he SO CUTE!!!!!.
don't care uh. ahah. that poster is not going anywhere. <3
omg, taeyang is the only one that makes me wanna have kids. i'm the type that doesn't like kids. haha. he's so cute with kids.

who don't wanna have kids after this???
he's so cute with the baby. awe

tmr is another week of school. hmm. panda eyes much. this sem, i'll be slacking alot alone. haha. nvm uh. use to it. i try to blog as much as i can.

i did my own henna. hehe.

korean music much?

2010-10-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

OMG. i LOVE TAEYANG!!!!! =)=)=)

oh no, i becoming one of them

2010-10-14T00:36:00.000-07:00

i blame REDDY !!
now i kinda like korean music. shit. those are the words i would never expect myself saying. EVER.
i mean, reddy keep saying that its nice. than i was like curious to see what's so nice about it. Then kanna taeyang song. he looked very familar. poof. i realise that when i was in secondary school i actually followed the making of Big Bang. wtf right. then now i slowly starting to like him. and the music not so bad. i also kinda this guy from 2pm. taecyeon. the face not bad uh. reddy ask me go listen to the song. he also sing quite nice lei. FUCK. wad is happening to me. i'm becoming on of them. SHIT!!

now i feel like going to suntec and buy the poster of taeyang and put in my room. you see wad is happening to me.!!

survived the training camp. guess wad. i ran 6 km. that's right bitches . i ran 6km!!!!! felt so good!!!!

school going to start soon =(

now all i can think about is the poster. SHIT

movie marathon is fun

2010-09-25T05:23:00.000-07:00

took a break from movie marathoning. this couple of days have been super busy.
BREAKDOWN :

18.09.10
Daddy's birthday. he turned 48. hehe. i baked for him his birthday cake. Double chocolate cake with rich chocolate buttercream frosting. of course i took pics. but its not on this comp.i downloaded everything on my dad's comp.

20.09.10
Brother's birthday. my grandmother stayed over the night before cause they plan to cook for him. ITS HIS 21st. so of course my mom called like the whole family down. they came in the evening and i had to entertain them. cause my parents when to mall to buy drinks and stuff. then the guests starting. i was like torn into 2. one hand, i had to serve them with the cake and another is to open the door. everytime, some one came in i had to from the kitchen run to door. then i was like cutting the cake, then my grandmother from the kitchen will be shouting at me to answer the door. i mean come on!, i cannot do 2 things at one time. ahh but in the end , it was all okay

21.09.10
went to justin's chalet. it was his birthday chalet. in the morning i went over to dawn's place to do justin's present. its like the IKEA notice board filled with pics of him and spmt. i thought it would be nice to give him that. then we went with the others at the tana merah mrt station and took a shuttle bus to the place. we all were insane. without drinking. i was just really happy . then we when were eating dinner( polly , sharon and taufiq) cooked *yummy*, we came out with this happy family profile. korean dramaish.

sharon: mother, career minded but worked in IMH and there's where she met dad
reddy: daddy, ex-hustler. haha. i know.
me: the first child. always helping mummy
nicholas : second child, rebel in the house. dropped out of school at sec 2. involve in gangs always stealing money from dawn.haha
taufiq: third child, hungry child. always must give food
justin :fourth child, adopted child from china. aha
dawn: fifth child, baby of the family, musically successful.
polly: our cougar aunty. very rich
fez: nic best friend. haha

damm funny creating all this.

23.09.10
sending nic off at the airport. he was going off to thailand for a month. only me and dawn came. it was pretty weird, cause i reached there first then we talk bit then we to his friends. then i was alone. i didn't know what to do. then i got pretty angry. its like i came all the way here to see you and you just ignore me. what the hell am i suppose to do?. i'm alone somemore. then i was hurt uh. i was standing like alone . then he came to me. i didn't want to talk to him. then after that i told him how i felt uh. then he was like, no uh. cause the gf family there. he really appreciate me. he said now you know who were the friends that cared about him. i want him to know, that he must not think that no one cares about besides his gf. he has friends who love and care for him. then dawn came. we waiting until he went in. we had lunch at ASTON'S.

24.09.10
AGM!!, it was held in school. the old committee were stepping down and our batch had to be the committee. so here's the results.

President- Nicholas Yeo
Vice President- Jacinta Nishanti
Secretary- Sharon Wee
Quater Master- Dawn
Captain- Justin Wong
Vice Captains- Taufiq and Pala

CONGRATS GUYS ON THE POST!!!!

haha, i know right!!.. nic is the president . i told him on fb. i hope he got chance to see on fb on thailand. i was laughing when they said it was him. haha. that's the deal so far.

i have more responsibilities now =(

why did music change so much?

2010-09-12T10:00:00.000-07:00

today i was like randomly looking at music videos. those that i haven watched in a long time. i was looking at, papa roach, limp bizkit,sugar ray, 30 seconds to mars and blue.
looking at the blue videos reminded me of the time when i was in love with them. watching the videos again, i can see why i fell in love with the band. especially lee ryan. i rmb, buying all their albums, cutting out his pics and putting them all over my flies and room. i just kept laughing when i was watching the videos again. at least, those were the kind of bands that made music. REAL MUSIC. those that make you wanna cry, or go awe or just get up and shake your booty. hehe.

ah, blue. wish they were still making music. :)

lee ryan, i still rmb how i use to go so crazy when seeing him. hehe
i still rmb some of the pics.

ah, jared leto. handsome boy with dead sexy eyes.

i wanna marry scott adkins!!!

2010-09-11T04:49:00.000-07:00

the internet has a mind off it own. SERIOUSLY!.
it goes off and then back on. argh.
its officially one week over of my 6 weeks of holidays. i was at home for the whole week. boring much?. how much of television i can watch?!. the worse part was when the internet was down. but lucky when i saw searching for games in my lappy, i found out that i still had Sims 3. i thought that i deleted it. THANK GOD. but after building their home then it gets boring. BUT, omg. when i was playing the sims on friday, then my parents were watching tv. they were searching for something to watch, then i suddenly turn to the tv to see what they were doing, they came across star movies and it was playing NINJA!!!!. i remembered that scott adkins was acting in it. i screamed at them. ahahha. i straight away tell them not to switch channel!!! i jumped onto the sofa. i wanted to see how scott adkins looked and sounded like besides looking and sounding like boyka. OMG. he was so freaking hot. the movie was damm nice. my mom was damm impressed with him. DUH!!.hahah. there was one part where he and the lead actress had to run away and they went to motel. then he told her , " you need to get warm" then he and her went to the shower. he and her just standing under the shower BUT with clothes on, he was just hugging her comforting her. i just melted!!!!!!! then one more part, he went to her cause she got poisoned. then he was hugging her. cause she died. he was telling her that he loved her and he had always loved her. awe. then got the remedy. once he give her that, he was telling her, come back to me. then once she open her eyes, he kissed her!. i growled!. but i always wanted to see his kissing scene. haha.

the shower scene. AHHH!!!

sexy ninja. i wouldn't mind getting killed by him. so sexy.

fuck luh, why can't have this type of student in fight g. WHY!!!..

now the internet is back. but i don't think i'll stick to it 24/7. i'll do other things. i'm just waiting for the guys to faster finish their exams so i can train with them. GUYS FASTER FINISH YOUR EXAMS!!!. i'm DYING AT HOME!!!

HEART SHAPED STRAWBERRY SCONES!!..oh yea

2010-09-08T00:39:00.000-07:00

I BAKED HEART-SHAPED STRAWBERRY SCONES!!!
so shacked from doing it. First went i follow the recipe, the dough became so sticky!. i had to keep adding flour. lucky, came out properly :)
had to glaze it at the end. now i'm waiting for the glaze to dry up. once done then i can keep it in the box and wait for my mom to come back home and test. haha
tmr i giving her colleagues. if got good feedback, then i make for my spmt mates!

you cannot say i will never

2010-09-05T07:01:00.000-07:00

JACINTA NISHANTHI WORE A SAREE!!, that's right people. it has to be written down in the record books. it was so complicated to wear. but it looked nice. it explains about the camwhoring. btw, my exams are over!!!!!..6 weeks of holidays!!!!

faster, stronger , better. hornier ?

2010-08-26T20:59:00.000-07:00

i am 100% recovered. YEA.
this morning i went to the dentist. he was really nice and gentle. removed all the stitches and said that it was healed nicely and i can eat again. but he gave me this cool syringe where i need to clean my gums with for a week.

it looks so cool. i feel very evil just holding it.

the conversation i had with the dentist was very funny.
me: so i can train after this?
dentist: wad typing of training
(i look at my mom)
me: martial arts
(dentist widening his eyes in shock then smiles. looks at mom)
(i laugh)
dentist : in a week's time
dentist : wad martial arts you learn
me: muay thai ( thai martial arts)
dentist : lucky we did you surgery well, if you muay thai us.
(laughs)

he was really nice. haha.

yesterday i was searching for matt bomer pics, i came across this site which was damm nice. haha. very insightful. haha. they were talking about him
important things about him
*i'll bold the juicy stuff*

Love Style:

When it comes to love and commitment, Matt is the crème de la crème — the kind of a guy who welcomes partnerships and is generous and nurturing in them. Sure, he may not be the most assertive guy—even flaky at times—but when it comes to whom he does hold close to his heart, Matt goes at it fully dedicated, understanding not just the emotional parts of being in a relationship, but also the responsibilities. Of course, nothing comes at a small price, and the one to unlock this side to him must have the most charming bravado. Otherwise, Matt will creep along being forever flaky. Yes, to be the yin to his yang, one will need to give intimacy confidently and, since he isn’t always the most forthright in asking for it, that person must also have a keen sense to read Matt in-between the lines and give just the right amount of sweet and lighthearted love at the right moments, with the goal of making Matt feel warm and safe.

* awe, this is wad every girl wants her boyfriend to be. i mean i grew up learning to care for others then more on myself. i can take care of myself and i love taking care of people.make Matt feel warm. hmm don't know about that. but i sure as hell can him feel safe :)*

Sex Style:

Matt’s pretty and sweet, but chances are he’s not the most aggressive boy in the sack. Yes, you know it, a cutie who’ll do as you say and most likely serve the person he desires like a queen,but he will need some direction. The good thing is he does like to cuddle before and after and he’s a guaranteed pro at oral. However, starting it up with him can be a chore, as the right timing may be a bit sketchy to detect. When it comes to sex, he’s more of a follower than a leader. Sure, he’ll like it when nudged, but to get the best sex out of him, one is better operating more subtly and seemingly letting it just happen. No matter, once he does get in the groove, he delivers warmly, sweetly and emotionally — yes, sex that is primed for relationships rather than just hot and sweaty screwing with passersby.

*its a good thing that he's not aggressive.=) did you know that tall girls have high sex drive?!.omg. scary. well i don't like people to treat me like a queen. for wad fuck?. love me is enough. awe he likes to cuddle. guess wad, another fun fact. i took this module in GEMS, love relations. -_-. i understand, why now girls just prefer hugging and touching then sex. our skin is like super sensitive, just by rubbing it and touching, the sensation of the sparks will turn us on. not sex. hmm. interesting. seems like matt bomer is a gentle lover. the one for keeps =).

His Type:

How you present yourself is going to matter, as Mr. Bomer is ruled by beauty and needs a partner who is going to make him look as good as he wants to feel. Yes, he is going to be examining his relationship from all angles and will want perfection. Plus, he’s a social guy, so he’ll be on the hunt for someone with regal social graces who can add to his worth. Behind the scenes, he’s no dummy, so that will also mean his soul mate must have brains, refined tastes and preferably an artsy bent, as th what he thrives on—culture, beauty and harmony. Sure, someone who can handle strong emotions is relevant too, as his partner will need to be the top. Matt wants to be ruled with a strong hand because he wants to be part of a relationship that is greater than the sum of its parts.

*needs a partner who going to make him look good. hmm. i don't know about that. i'm not that pretty. maybe to him i'll look exotic. indian mah. haha. i love when angmoh go with indians. so hot. want it to be perfect?, well i'm not perfect, but i'll try. regal social graces?!. wtf. i'm nice, does that count?. hahaha. i can behave myself in public if that is what they are trying to say. ha. must have brains. CHECK. refine taste. NOPE. i'm an'anything also can' person. i don't like high fashion and brands and stuff. artsy bend . ERR HELL NO. i cannot stand this artsy BS. if he likes it, i can try too. handle strong emotions. yeap. can sure do that*

its like i'm submitting my proposal to him. hahaha.

i SUPPORT THE YELLOW RIBBON. its a righteous cause. it totally make sense. totally.
not all those go into prison and come out are still bad. every one deserves a second chance. i totally support them.

i mean look at those who came out of prison, BOYKA, NEIL CAFFERY. all not bad. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAA. i just had to do it. <3<3<3

road to recovery

2010-08-25T22:27:00.001-07:00

i'm finally recovered!!!
the swelling of my face went down like 100%. i don't feel light headed anymore. YES!
going to remove the stitches from my gums tmr. i cannot believe its that fast. its more like a good news, bad news moment. Good news is that its finally coming out. Bad news its, which means the days are getting closer to my exams. hmm. rmb, when i mentioned about the dreamweaver project, the one i was cmplaining about?. yea, well the thing in the end, i did it myself. yea, myself. which was okay. i got it done way before my surgery. everything seems okay. can't belief that i'm the first one who is going to present!. at 9am. grr. finally studied on my logistics. offically i have 8 days of mc. ON MY HOLIDAYS!!, i know, its such a waste. today is day 8. i had to force myself to study. KEEPING UP WITH THE KARDASHIANS marathon was on. KHOLE is so FUNNY. the show is kinda addictive.

i cannot belief that i spend the whole day just watching that show yesterday. THE WHOLE DAY. its nice, very nice. today was another day of the marathon.
all 3 sisters are so hot!

And its so funny.

lucky, during my recovery something has peaked my interest again. Matt bomer .
sighhh. FOX, is showing WHITE COLLAR again. =)
me and my brother have a new term for this type of guys. MAN-CHICKS.
he's too handsome to be a man. PRETTY. hahahaha. HOT STUFF UH. =)
never fail to put a smile on my face.

recovery, DAY 3

2010-08-21T04:08:00.000-07:00

its day 3 of the recovering stage of my wisdom teeth surgery.
my face is still swollen. it so huge. and kinda heavy. there's alot of pressure in my nose bridge area. kinda hurts. but i've been taking medication. recovering process have been going well. healing quickly. i can feel my stitches in my mouth. kinda annoying. i think the most torturous thing, is all the solid food you crave. i suddenly feel like eating fried rice with nuggets. i wanna eat mutton chop. the egg soaked with the gravy. oh god its damm torturous. all i can eat, is the ensure, and veg juice. ITS HORRIBLE.
i wanna eat solid food!!!!!!!!

sick of this

2010-08-20T05:33:00.001-07:00

its really frustrating and disappointing.
i mean, i don't expect my friends to msg me to see if i was okay. i mean it would be nice to see that i have friends that care about me. APPARENTLY NOT. they know that this widsom teeth surgery was a big deal. it would be painful. they like don't care. sometimes i think that if something happen to me, would they even know?. i really love my friends so much. i try my best to be there for them. bake for them, cause i care about them. if feels like they just keep me as a friend, cause i do things for them. it really feels like not i'm truly treated as a friend. this surgery was a risky surgery. the teeth was so near my nerve that was connecting to the air space near my nose. i cannot suck, blow, rub my nose at all. there was dried blood in it. i bet they dont even care. all they care about is, if i'm coming for training. don't care if anything happens to me. if i was DEAD OR ALIVE

2010-08-05T05:52:00.000-07:00

it takes a crazy boy to love a reckless girl like me

tsk

2010-07-29T06:32:00.001-07:00

hate it when you fall sick and don't feel anymore
its like all blank.
then another thing i have to go thru. gotta find some group for the dreamweaver project.
hate it when i'm the outcast. its like they all have their friends, just nice to work. then the only group i know, already have their members. and i dont have a group. i need to find group. how to ask around?
they all got their own friends. if i ask teacher, she will tell the whole world.
sat is the date line for the proposal.

i don't like uh, why this module must have another major project. one not enough uh?
other modules you can just study only. no more projects. this module. if can do myself, i won't mind uh. but confirmed can't. tsk.

i guess i have to ask teacher. she is gonna either scold me infront of the class or make me so piesay. tsk.

i like very lazy to train somemore. i don't know why.
guess i'm sick.

sick =(

2010-07-27T06:25:00.000-07:00

Sick,
Falling Sick.
teary eyes and running nose and sore throat.
keep sneezing.

i hope i can recover soon in time for training. =)

='0

2010-07-26T07:56:00.000-07:00

its been too long sinced i camwhored with my rebonded hair.

eclipse with nickkies

2010-07-26T07:44:00.001-07:00

finally watch eclipse with nickky.
not bad uh.
then we camwhored bit. took more then this, but my camera scully spoil.
wasted ...
one of the pic, nickky said i looked like a slut.
i do not!!!!
basket.

GRADING HELL YEA

2010-07-24T07:37:00.000-07:00

FINALLY GRADED!!
oh my god, i was so nervous, that during the process, i forgot to breathe through the mouth guard. gased out. when our coach told us that we pass, i wanted to scream but i was using the mouth guard. so i spit it out and screamed. so happy.

i did some self training last friday. trained mostly on core muscles. i have never been so inspired to train after watching scott adkins training. after watching some of the muay thai fighter's training . i thought i felt like training. but it just went away. but after seeing scott adkins training, i am so inspired. i trained,. eventhough i was so tired, i kept pushing. then when i was resting for a while, justin came over and cheered " boyka! , boyka! ". didn't wanna give up. i almost puked doing my own training. woah. intense much. now, the butt, inner tighs, arms,abs are aching. AWESOME. perky ass in the making. =)

SCOTT ADKINS aka BOYKA IS MY INSPIRATION TO TRAIN

unexplainable entry

2010-07-19T22:32:00.000-07:00

so damm sleepy. i'm in class right now. haven eaten since morning.while waiting for my other class, had to slack in the concourse.cause sp wireless was so bloody slow, the you tube is so laggy. couldn't even watch any scott adkins videos clearly. damm annoying. watched undisputed 3 again. never get tired of the movie. i was watching in concourse. wearing hoody, so with the hoody on and got to a comfortable position and watched it. just watch my beloved boyka. mmmm.

sigh.
sometimes, when i walk towards my bed, if i wanna sleep or nap. or just lie there. its where i really wish i had someone. i don't mean it in any kinky way. sometimes,when i am so tired, either mentally or physically, i wish that when i go lie on my bed, someone will be there to hold me, or hug me to sleep. sometimes, someone else's warmth can be the best thing i need. just to fall asleep in his arms. i know its sounds so..cheesy. but being single for so long, kinda sux at times. someone to talk too. the feeling of when you lying on his chest when you nap or just lying there then you feel his heartbeat,his heartbeat could be the perfect melody for you or when he's holding you so close, then you can feel his breathing.makes you feel even closer to him. i want that feeling. i have never had that feeling. from what i explained, might think that i already do. but i don't. hope i do. the feeling of when he holds you , you just want the world to stop. and wish time just stop as well. feel like the problems you have are gone. sounds kinda pathetic. it just feels like that.

oh well, hope that day comes,
in the mean time...
HELLO BOYKA <3

Scott Adkins Undisputed 3

2010-07-19T08:27:00.000-07:00

wanna train like this!!, =)
its scott adkins training to become yuri boyka.
i just watched his video, more like his interview. so hot when he talks, when he already in the boyka character. so innocent. awe

po-po-po-poker face

2010-07-19T00:26:00.000-07:00

the change in hair style has brought few weird reactions.
spmt guys , love the new look. nicer. awe
lecturer said i look like a kid. yea. brought couple of years of me. awesome
my dad's comment was so funny, he said i look like lady gaga from poker face.
commentless. i just laughed.

shall camwhore more the hairstyle. i kinda like it. but its a little dry.

finally submitted the accounting project. whew.. but it was over the date line!, crap. i attached a note, to the file where i submitted explaining for the late submission.

now, i have another headache, my dreamweaver project. ugh.
i got no group. tsk.

last friday uh, i give up on my friends. haha, cause i end class at 12.30 and training starts at 6. i know right. the thing is, two weeks ago, on friday. i stayed in school cause i thought will have someone to slack with. but it seems like everyone was busy. so i had to slack at alone!!. till like 2 plus. so i dont want to make the same mistake. instead of staying in school, i'll go home. then last friday, when i went home. nic called me, he thought i would be in school. he thought i pon school when i said i was at home. OMG!!!..ass. sharon also thought i would be in school. arghh..seriously guys.

okay, i gotta do my work. so before i go
BOYKA I LOVE YOU!!!
MUACKS, MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe,
I CAN DREAM CAN I ???????!!!

yea, straight hair rox

2010-07-13T06:00:00.000-07:00

i rebonded my hair!!!
finally...

i didn't do it as bangs, but it can be changed to bangs. awesome right???

feel very light headed. so nice.

sleepy and hungry

2010-07-12T17:24:00.000-07:00

my accounting project isn't completed!
i thought it was. my classmates told me that they will send me the finalize the project to me and i burn it onto a cd and print out for a hard copy. but during the weekends i was so busy. reddy birthday celebration wore me out. i was so tired. i got back, my classmates msged me saying they don't know how to do the last 2 questions. shit!.
i also have no clue. how to do it. i'm afraid that the date line is today!. i hope not.
i gotta finish it by today. tmr i won't be in school.

crap, i didn't get enough sleep last night. tossing and turing the whole night.
it was hot and i didn't find my perfect sleeping position. i felt wide awake. tsk.
i had to literally resort to 'counting sheep'. felt slightly sleepy when my alarm ring.
unfair right?. some more i had to be in school at 8am. now i'm really sleepy and hungry in class.

must dream about boyka, hahah.
then can sleep. NORMAL dreams okay?

btw, my right knee just randomly twitched last night. so weird. kinda hurts.
boyka uh, too rough already. hehe. omg, i cannot believe i just said that. gosh.
i have to bandage it to school today. =(

gaga for boyka

2010-07-12T06:52:00.000-07:00

finally downloaded UNDISPUTED 3!!
watched it today!!

going gaga for boyka!
most complete fighter..

must watch undisputed 3!,its damm nice. very inspiring. very.

boyka is amazing. really amazing. he's not too big. just nice.
the waist not small. huggable waist. =)

gosh everything about him so nice. his voice, his face. EVERYTHING!!!

he's russian accent is so hot..
he looks so fierce on the outside, but he's nice. quiet quiet, already so hot.

=)

2010-07-12T06:30:00.000-07:00

finally got the pics for reddy's bbq celebration. =)

even though, that day. i burned my fingers couple of times and eyes were dry cause of the smoke. that took me two days to recover. some animal bit my leg, that was itchy and turn to bruises . it was all worth it. made sure reddy had an awesome time. all this wouldn't be possible if it wasn't for sharon!. she's really awesome. she planned the whole thing. really sweet of her. i'll be damm lucky to get a girlfriend like that. i hope i can be a sweet as her. haha

reddy birthday celebration

2010-07-10T23:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REDDY!!
today's reddy birthday. yesterday we celebrated his birthday at east coast. with a bbq
it was really fun. very fun. will update with pics once its up. must thank SHARON BRIGHTSIDE, for planning and everything. =)

my eyes really hurt. standing at the bbq pit, for so long. very very dry. i had to slowly blink. then when i put eyemo, it burns. really painful. i think it will take a while to recover. but i'm always like that. i will stay at the bbq pit and cook. and i won't eat. not hungry.

DONE wif projects..

2010-07-05T18:22:00.000-07:00

YES!!!!!
i'm finally done with my logistics project!!!!!!!
just left with the explanation. like what i wanna say to the class uh. then done!!
yes!!!!

almost done with my project . i still have tutorial to do..
but tmr going to discuss.
should be done by then. yea yea

suffering with indigestive stomach. very uncomfortable...
cannot each dinner so late...ughh..

omg, i was watching this video yesterday, pretty awesome.
its undisputed 3, boyka fights.. damm nice. its like some things that i got learn. AWESOME!
its a must watch

butt and thigh aches are a good sign

2010-07-04T19:21:00.000-07:00

one week since school started. kinda surprised that i manage to get up from bed on time. surprisingly, after 2 weeks of waking up till noon. pig much?. the week has been going fine. got back my exams paper. Pass 2 and Failed 2. kinda equal. ha. but!, i didn't fail badly like last time. its like all 'bit more then can pass' type. there's some catching up to do. last wed, i thought it was our grading, but it wasn't. Darren said we still had to learn a few things. people were like, " I thought you said today grading?". PLEASE Uh, i also didn't know right!. i'm already being super nice to mass msg everyone about grading. i'm not going to tell them its level 2 grading. cause they will be like asking so many questions about it and i don't have the patience to answer back.

formal Training was interesting, especially the physical part. fun and tiring. finally my parents managed to agree to let me go for informal training. BUT only on Fridays. okay uh. at least can make it. Last friday, Sharon and I self train together. we did Butt exercise. Not really that tiring. but we sweat it out. then Dawn and Justin wanted to do some self training so Sharon and I took over for Pt. FUN FUN.

This Week i'm so busy! Projects and Projects!. and the deadlines are all so close. last sat i chiong to do my accounting project. the WHOLE THING. from evening till night. i had to go to my grandmother's house cause they celebrating my aunt's birthday and they going to watch the world cup. so they were busy watching world cup and i was in the room alone doing my project =(. i open the door cause i wanna hear the score. GERMANY was playing. I support Germany!!!!.. they won 4-0 against Argentina. HAHA..
managed to finish my work before 1am. cause the dead line was the next day before 12pm!.

Because of the training on friday, my butt and thighs were aching so bad during the weekends. cannot walk. happy. =)

this week i'm suppose to catch two movies. ECLIPSE and PREDATORS. but don't think i'll be able to. hmmm. next week uh.

my mom said something to me, that was funny. i told her, in normal weather even though its so hot. i'll be cold. then if i fall sick, i'll be even more cold and pale. she told me, that need to check my gene-logy,cause i'm the only one in the family who is cold all the time. She said maybe i'm vampire related. i'm cold all the time, and i like the taste and colour of blood. hmmm. i see gore and i get hungry.

oh yea, forgot about the most important thing. i have doing shin clashes with dawn and sharon. there were like huge bruises on my shin. People on the train thought i was being ABUSED. Idiots. should have taken pics. asked my mom to help me put 'deep heat cream' and RUB it. my mom loves to RUB it. she will be like, " train uh, want to kick there right". haha. i'm very happy now. cause now my shin is harder and and sharper. i have to keep doing shin clash. i wanna do it with the guys, cause their shins are harder. i need to break the first layer, so it becomes harder. awesome awesome!!..

happy happy =)

Adam Lambert - If I Had You

2010-06-27T06:18:00.000-07:00

finally the video is out!!!!
visually awesome!.. adam is the best =)

very lazy entry

2010-06-27T05:54:00.000-07:00

i really don't feel like blogging. really don't.
but its the end of the holidays, so i gotta at least say wad happen for the last two weeks.

i can proudly say that i didn't waste my holidays. it went well. i focused more on training. i hardly stayed at home. joining pt with juniors. some of them like really never take it seriously. but i realise we can't blame them. its not their fault. its us. we seriously got to solve this issue.

oh yea, taufiq managed to get me and few others to watch "karate kid". not bad. i was freezing in the cinema.

managed to repair my phone and ipod. and went for teeth filling. its not pleasant, trust me. now i gotta change my wisdom teeth surgery appt. i'm going to remove all 4 one shot. hmm.

next week have grading. like finally. but we are taking level 2 grading.

tmr school is starting, i hope that i wake up. and tmr zwan is like going to talk about ivp. hmm. scary.

something very random. i found aron erlichman facebook. i don't know if its his or his management's. i hope its his. he has big eyes in the pic. shocked me bit. i added him. hope he accepts. *keep finger crossed*

lately i have being having a very worrying feeling that we wouldn't be able to handle the club. its like the seniors made the club so well, build from scratch and i am worried that they are going to destroy it .

movie + training = best combo

2010-06-17T00:57:00.000-07:00

yesterday me and boo, went to catch the movie " A-Team". Freaking awesome. it was so funny. the explosive parts were awesome!. " love it when a plan comes together". haha.

boo boo, my beloved shifu, when overseas for school trip. she coming back this weekend. wish her a safe trip. =)

yesterday training was bittersweet. sweet cause learned awesome move called " superman punch". freaking awesome. haha. bitter cause i haven really recover from my previous training and my arms were still sore. and it got worse. =( oh well, i'll be come stronger. so happy that i managed to kick non-stop till coach reminded me to put up my guard. almost had it!..haha. after training we went to slack, i was super tired, therefore resulting in my temp insanity.

i'm waiting for this two movies come out!

ONG BAK 3!!!

i totally love predators!!.. they are like the best soldiers ever!.. ultimate soldiers. the army should totally be like them. i mean check out the armor. so freaking cool!!

muscles aches \m/

2010-06-15T06:57:00.000-07:00

my arms are aching!!!!
its so achy... my forearms and the whole arms.
its trembling now.

nevermind, it shows that i got train!

tmr, going to watch A team. supposed to be the whole spmt, but i guess its only me and boo. tsk, wadever luh.

=)

2010-06-13T05:26:00.000-07:00

i'm back baby!!
exams finally over, snd its the beginning of 2 weeks of holidays.
time for me to catch up in training. these few days i have been going thru a phase of being emotionally dead. its i don't feel anything anymore. but lucky its over. happy happy again.

nth much happen after exams, expect i went to judging understudy at fightworks at east coast. i didn't realise that was a real tournament. got like 10 fights. amateur fights and pro fights. only me and sharon and zhi hwa went. we were there from 10 to 5.30pm. omg!, ass numb already. but it wasn't all that bad. got to see someone's nose broken. the blood just flow out. mmmm. then someone flew out of the ring then one of them got ko by a roundhouse to the head. saw so many moves. awesome moves. and cute guys. ahah.

sharon thought i gave the cute guy extra points cause i like him. haha. i so totally did not!. i gave a fair judgement. but he was so cute. haha.

btw, tmr reddy is training us from 11 to 1 then the juniors are coming from 1 to 3. so its like, 5 hours of training. AWESOME. i hope we do exercises that will train the back of thigh and butt. =)

exams dates

2010-05-31T06:03:00.001-07:00

07.06.2010
STATISTICS
Time :10am-12pm
Venue : T1A51

08.06.2010
IT SHIPPING BUSINESS
Time : 9am-11am
Venue : Library level 4A , R5

10.06.2010
LOGISTICS
Time : 10am-12pm
Venue : T1A33

11.06..2010
ACCOUNTING FOR SHIPPING
Time : 3.15pm-5.15pm
Venue : T1A54

i will not blog until this period is officially over. blog ya soon. hehe

its okay to wake up early

2010-05-30T18:32:00.000-07:00

asshole luh,
i came to class at 8 plus cause i know that class start at 9 and today got practical test. so i be a good girl and come early, and realised that the test is at 10 and venue is at the library. and there is no lesson today. walau, already this morning i took alot effort to wake up. so damm sleepy and i'm the only one in THE WHOLE CLASS ROOM!! RIGHT NOW. but the good thing is that when i came in early, i found out where the venue was for the exam. at least something worthwhile coming in early. btw MST are coming. like next week. shit. i better start revising. i need to do well. but i'm still going for fight g on wed. but after that i shower and chao already. i only have 4 modules to study. i must do well. i roughly know wad to study. so just need to revise. can uh. CAN DO IT!!!...
so once i get my exams venue. i'll put them up and take a break for a week .
then i'll be back baby!!!

i think i need to see a doctor , i caught the LAMBERT FEVER!.
haha...
its so random.

sucker for white boys....

2010-05-28T09:39:00.000-07:00

i hate you white boys.
i hate you so much.
why do you have to be so damm hot. seriously. its like not fair.

one is so damm sexy(lambert), one is so punkassish ( deuce) and one is so damm hot ( matt)

i'm so addicted to this new show that i keep watching, called white collar, matt bomer is acting in it. its so damm nice.

this is really sick man, i just had a very sick sick dream about all 3. jacinta stop it, you bad bad girl... stop it

fo camp 2010

2010-05-28T09:03:00.000-07:00

its finally over. it went great.
the juniors were awesome. really awesome. some of the juniors really have the potential to be fighters. really awesome. the camp pics are like on fb. check them out. haha.

cause the juniors are so awesome, i gotta start to buck up. my standards are really low, i need to spar more. i have already made a plan, fitness plan. everyday go fight g and train. i wanna train like i'm going for ivp but i'm not. i wanna inspire the juniors.

so determined to KICK ASS. i wanna be faster, stronger and better. hahaha

spmt family photo

2010-05-28T08:25:00.000-07:00

our pioneers of spmt have finally graduated. the first batch of spmt , the people who have started the club. and now they handed over the club to the second generation of spmt. and soon they will graduate soon, and soon we will have to handle the club. i hope we can carry it like the pioneers. i really going to miss them. * hugs*

mummy's birthday cake

2010-05-28T08:15:00.000-07:00

first for my mama's birthday
rmb, the cake that i was taking about. here's pics

this is like the first time i baked a cake and did frosting from scratch. and it came out well. happy happy..
*FROZEN CHOCOLATE MOOSE CAKE

reasons

2010-05-28T07:57:00.000-07:00

i have a perfectly good explanation of why i haven blog in A LONG LONG TIME..
let me listen down a couple ....

1. I AM DEAD TIRED when i came back from the fo camp. DEAD TTRED. it took me few days to recover. SERIOUS SHIT!. this was the first time that during a camp i didn't sleep at ALL..

2. i accidently spilled water in to my bag which leaked into my camera the night before CAMP. unlucky much!! but now my camera is working already.

busy busy girl

2010-05-17T18:38:00.000-07:00

this whole week i'm like freaking busy.
literally everyday got something.
okay maybe not everyday, monday i was totally free.
today i need to rush to plaza sing to get my mom's present and rush back home to start baking her birthday cake. i plan to back for her, frozen chocolate moose cake. 2 reasons why i wanna start baking cakes

reason 1: its from the heart, all the heart work of baking.
reason 2: its cheaper, can make different type of cakes instead of buying the same old cake.

i going to use sour chocolate icing to finish it up.

tmr is my mom's birthday, and tmr is the spmt family photo and fight g training.

i really hope i dun cry tmr, i really going to miss boo jon you. he was like my big brother, he helped me alot, in sense of training and other stuff. he always like to nag at me for my injuries. our very first spmt president. he was so responsible and really took care of the club and us. very very sweet boy. he was so nice to talk, he was always there to talk to when you needed him. omg!!

I'M GOING TO MISS YOU, BOO JON YOU aka TOFU BOY!!

PREP CAMP VIDEOS

2010-05-16T06:17:00.001-07:00

PREP CAMP OVER... WOOHOO

2010-05-16T03:31:00.000-07:00

yea yea, prep camp is finally over.
overall, i guess you can say it was a success. anyways, it was fun. played all the games. and i cannot believe the actual camp is coming. everything is ready for it, but i feel like i'm not ready for the camp.hmm..
anyways , after the prep camp, we went to bugis to SHISHA. but i didn't.
i went there to slack slack. hahaha.
don't know why, but this past few days i feel like changing/getting "i touch". cause my ipod spoiled. i have no idea wad happened to it. it just died. feel like getting it uh. hmmm... must wait for birthday...

cam whore \m/

2010-05-10T07:58:00.001-07:00

this is wad happens when you finish doing your hw. and you are alone in the room. more like what happens to me =)

its supposed to be HU but it end up, came out as UH. haha. oh wells, look cool

YES!!, i finally got the hollywood undead - undead video!!!!... the horrible one.
all i can say , AIYOH.. that video..horrible. everyone doing smth horrible except deuce, the girls lie on him only, he also never do anything. but the rest uh... TERRIBLE...

camp is giving me STRESS

2010-05-07T07:03:00.000-07:00

just went i thought that everything was okay for the camp.
realised that we cannot rely on the seniors. then now i found out that the prep camp is next sat. and there is so many things we need to settle. i just hope everything gets done on time. if not, under the stress, i dunno what will happen. haha. i trying not to get pisst uh. must try.

uncalled for mood swings

2010-05-06T07:08:00.000-07:00

yea yea, sharon brightside finally updated her blog. haha
second week of training at fight g. i feel so weak. gased out so easily. during the punches.nvm. can be improved. btw, my brother followed me to watch IRON MAN 2. haha. so i didn't get chance to watch it myself. i wanna try. be independent =). then i got this awesome cup. when i bought the iron man 2 combo.

i also made my own dinner after fight g. the strawberries were horrible. so sour. but had not choice. had to eat it. it better pay off. i so wanna lose weight.

today went back to school for the briefing. settle admin stuff. i really wanna apologise to the guys if i snapped at them. not that i'm stressed out or anything. my mood like crashed. i'm really sorry. when you having " that time of the month", mood goes crazy. i don't mean it. sorry sorry guys.

can someone shoot me???

2010-05-03T18:37:00.000-07:00

SO BORED.
i'm like having class now. its from 8 to 11. 3 FREAKING LONG HOURS.
lucky need laptop. if not i literally die from boredom. AHHH.. i'm going insane.
so if this post comes out weird or smth, means that i GONE already. BRAIN OFFICIALLY COMMITTED SUICIDE. okay this i decided that this post is going fucking random. wait wait, before that ryte, about the previous post. on the day that i posted it, nic was online, and he talk to me about it. i talked to him about it uh, he cheered me up.=)
so i feel so much better. THANX EVERYONE. btw, tmr since i got no school, i wanna go watch movie then go buy something for my mom then meet sharon in school then go training. it will be super weird, cause i haven see a movie alone. hehe. feel like loner uh. BUT WHO CARES. I WANNA WATCH IRONMAN 2!!!!. I DON'T CARE IF I HAVE TO WATCH IT MYSELF. SHARON is dragging to go for this talk with her in school. something about stress over school. AHHH, she is killing me, but the plus side is that, got free CCA POINTS. okay now for randomness

this pic is seriously giving me SICK SICK thoughts. tsk tsk. STOP IT JACINTA !!!

there is so much that i can take

2010-05-01T02:54:00.000-07:00

YEA, THE CCA DRIVE IS FINALLY OVER!!..
good news is , that we have 112 intakes . and 70 intakes for the camp.
then camp kanna push forward to 21-23 may.AHHH, its like next week was suppose to be our camp then suddenly say cannot. BUT nvm, cause the date only. but the good news is that we still manage to still to the original venue. so don't have to change everything. but is the business blk. FREAKY MUCH???. aiyoh. die liao.

there is like smth that has been keep bugging me. don't know why i suddenly thought of it. its like sometimes i feel like , they way my friends disturb me, its like making me regret for being an indian. i know they are kidding but i also don't why deep down inside, it kinda hurts me. i laugh it off. but sometimes dunno why it just bothers me. like example when ah tiong, i know he don't like my race, then sometimes he likes to disturb. i know he's playing. like the time when justin or nazri just play play but their heads on my shoulder then he was siting right infront of me, he made the disgusted face, then they ask why, he ask why they wanna put their head on my shoulder. on and indian shoulder. i laughed it off, but it kinda bothers me. its hurting. i know i don't really like my race but still. sometimes i feel like they just see me by my race not as me. eventhough how much i'm friendly or close with them, i just don't know if they even realise that or they see me as an indian. a race where you can laugh at. i mean like, i do laugh at my own race, but i don't laugh at other people race. i means the club culture. but why does it always have to be me?. why do they keep making me feel that i was born into a dammed race. what do they want from me? apologise for being an indian uh?. its not suppose to bother me, but it does.

deuce !!, seriously.. love you uh!!!

2010-04-28T08:38:00.000-07:00

OMG SERIOUSLY!!, CAN DEUCE BE ANY MORE PERFECT!!.. I MEAN SERIOUSLY.

HE CAMWHORES!!.. I AM SO NOT LYING!!!.. I MEAN REALLY CAMWHORE. LIKE WAD I USUALLY DO. LIKE DIRECTLY AT THE MIRROR!!!.. OMG.. SERIOUSLY!!, EVEN LAMBERT ALSO NEVER DO THAT SIA!!.. AIYOH!!.

hot pink nails.. shit yea!!!

2010-04-22T22:26:00.000-07:00

yesterday i just randomly painted my nails, hot pink and black. i wanted to do this a long time. i think they look good. yea. later will be going to school to service laptop and meet up with yuling at town for dinner. but i will have to waste time , cause i'm only meeting her at 7plus. my appt for the laptop servicing finishes at 5. 2 hours!!

GRRRRR.. hopefully it will take longer. =).. if not i don't know where to slack for 2 hours.

oh yea, this was the pic i was telling you about. when he's unmasked. damm cute. and voice is wad i expected. surfer type but slightly deep. nice!!!.. he's so so cute.. i wanna get a boyfriend like that... I WANT!!!!!!

discovery!!

2010-04-22T04:06:00.000-07:00

I MADE A DISCOVERY!!!..

i realised what type of guy i like. hahaha.. i know its like so random to blog about this. it took me a while too really really consider what type of guy i really really like. basically there are now two species of guys i really like. the first, that is a miracle to find. the lambert species. okay i know what you must be thinking. not the gayness okay???. lambert this the ultimate guy, everything join roll into one. he can pull of any look. and the best bonus about him which is so damm hard to find is the vampire look. seriously, not many can pull that off. that's why he's species very hard to find. but if can get that GET UH!!.. hahaha. oh yea, forgot. he those type that the parents will approve also. there's something about him that gives you the sense of security , that you will be taken care off. haha, i sound crazy but its true. so finding that species will be so damm hard. that's why i have a second choice..

hahah...

the second species, only can be found in USA, unfortunately. it took me a while to find out what species he was, i asked the guys, they also didn't know, i kinda knew what he was, but didn't have proper name for him. till i ask my brother. finally i knew that he was the aston kutcher species, the one always go party and rebel and i don't know how to explain uh, but he's not a bad boy . i don't think can classfiy him as that. this pic later i going to show is he with the mask on, among all the friends, i only like him,. when unmasked, he's cute, but since he constantly wearing cap, very hard to see the fringe, that i was thinking that if he's fringe were to come down, long till the eyebrow, but not bangs, you know that type of fringe, then today in class i was searching his unmasked pic, suclly, i saw his hair was like that!!!!.. i was so " i knew it, " type of feeling. ahah, he's cute when unmasked. its you can see yourself in his arms, or did i mention, they are tattooed..HOT MUCH. FULL ANGKONG. haha. he's species can be found in USA, sadly only there. cause this look asians cannot pull off. the voice and attitude and dressing. he's species, you know he can take care of you, but its not like how lambert take care, its physically protect you. walau, last few days i keep listening to hollywood undead, then his voice when i listen, i can imagine him just there. holding you, playing with you. haha. imagine his tattooed arms holding you in the train, he confirm give loads of hickeys, that one lambert also can give. but he's species very hard to kanna approve by parents. ahahaha. but is not rare. so if i shift to USA then can find. hahaha.

the lambert species..hahaa( best if can get the original )

he's deuce from hollywood undead, the aston kutcher species( get him also best =))

LOVE YOU SHARON!!!!

2010-04-19T07:55:00.001-07:00

omg!!!.. sharon made my day!!!..

haha, somemore i was so damm piss just now!!!!!... she called me jacinta lambert on her blog!!,

SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

old memories

2010-04-12T06:21:00.000-07:00

today i helped my mom, to clear the show-case. they buying new one. so i have to clear up whatever is inside. it was super dusty, the most shocking part is that i didn't sneeze. i'm allergic to dust. okay, i sneezed only twice. which is GREAT!!. which means the bee pollen that i have been drinking, works!!.. while cleaning the showcase, i saw old photo album. so i took some photos. my baby pics =)

half way there..

2010-04-10T06:34:00.000-07:00

we finally did the spmt tee!!! today went to place an order for the tee. whew!!

and we are almost settled for the camp. everything is going well. next week meeting is just the remaining stuff.

okay i seriously must blog about this. when i went to the adam lambert facebook page to see new pics, i took a few really awesome ones. then i saw this pics, OMG!!.. after i see, my face so hot. OMG. SCARY SCARY. i was squealing. haha. my face seriously very hot!!..hahaha. so so so scary.

this pic made my face so red!!.. so scary

haha, can you like imagine adam working in office answering calls, haha

hehe.. i be his PA uh.. shiok!!!

this pic totally made my day. JUST SO CUTE!!

go down the rabbit hole

2010-04-08T06:27:00.000-07:00

I'M SO ADDICTED TO THE SONG, DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE - ADAM LAMBERT

the song is just so freaking awesome. the lyrics as well.

i was shifting my cupboard and i didn't see that my finger was near the other cabinet and my cupboard. i was so busy looking at the cupboard to make sure that it doesn't hit the mirror. then i didn't see my finger was wedge between the cupboard and the cabinet, so when i shifted it very hard my skin tore. then got this huge blood clot. i was busy sucking my finger. now it become so huge,

no surprise!..

BIG SMILES

2010-04-03T07:19:00.000-07:00

Today went for another meeting for the FO camp. we are almost done. just left a couple of things.
adriel told us this awesome theory about ruing relationships. SO TRUE. later, we went to queensway to check out the prizes for the spmt tee. yes! we finally came out with the design. love it! the back of the tee design was inspired from CM PUNK!!..hahah. damm nice. thank nicholas and sharon!!!!!!!!. then after that they all went back. only me and boo went to IKEA. walk walk everywhere, pretending our dream house.haha. then we were there for a long time. we bought ikea chicken wings and walk back to the mrt station under the drizzle. haha. strolling and enjoying. lucky the mrt got toliet. hands were so oily. ahaha.

more pics of adam when he was in singapore. =)

(saw this sexy sexy face up close!!!!, and he saw me back!)

(at the merlion(marina bay), see..he purposely stand under the water there..hahah)

( these were the lucky fans get to take pic with him!!..JEALOUS MUCH)

( he must have gone to little india , there got loads of shiny things..hahha he's favourite!)

pics must see of adam lambert ( found this on the fansite, funny)

(simply love it when he pout out his lips, *faints*)
(EYES!!!, its those eyes that is so irresistible, its like his mood ring..haha it changes color!!.SERIOUSLY)

( NO MAKEUP!! ALL NATURAL, aiyoh, can bring back home type, parents confirm approve!!!HAHAHA)
(1. the friend so funny!!, i guess he suppose to be a genie???.hahah
2. wah lambert!!! VAMPIRE!! , I LOVE VAMPIRES!!, wah then lambert dress up like one!!
i only can think of one thing, ROLE PLAY!!! hahahahaha *wink wink* IF I WAS THERE , SO TOTALLY ASK HIM TO BITE.. actually cannot, later people see, that one must be alone alone, like .." or i don't know...bedroom much!!". hahah..anywhere also can uh.. AIYOH!! I SIAO ALREADY!!

One too many..

2010-04-03T06:16:00.001-07:00

WOAH!!!.. the last thing i blog about was before the adam lambert autograph session.. seriously WOAH.. cause there is so much that has happen. see!! this is why you cannot be lazy to blog if not, must blog about so many thing. aiyah.. my fault!!

1)ADAM LAMBERT AUTOGRAPH SESSION(13.03.2010)
it was at bugis square. the autograph session was at 4pm to 5. i came there at 10am. THERE WERE SO MANY PEOPLE!!.. adam lambert mah!!..ahaha..
it was so hot then it rained. i made few friends. crazy like me.. but omg, when he came, i was standing on the railing!!.. i almost cried when i saw in live!!.. he so GOOD LOOKING!!!.. then they had to rush us on stage cause they only give him like an hour to sign and there like thousands of us.. they didn't allow camera on stage. I KNOW RYTE!!.. okay, i was so super excited to see him cause the queue was moving very fast. then we were on stage. then while i was waiting to get the album artwork to get signed. i was just looking at him. i didn't even try to get his attention. then SUDDENLY!!!, HE JUST LOOKED UP AT ME AND SMILED!!, I FROZE!!.. I DIDN'T KNOW WAD TO DO!!!... ITS LIKE HE'S EYES WERE JUST LOOKING AT ME. THEN I DID THE MOST UNGLAM THING EVER. I EXCITEDLY WAVED AT HIM SAYING" I LOVE YOU ADAM" AND RAN DOWN. I HEARD HIM GIGGLE... BUT WHO CARES!!!.. HE SAW ME!!.. i only managed to get few shots of him. so pretty in real life!!! SEXY!!!!

(the sexy sexy boy)

2)THAILAND TRIP (20.3.2010-25.3.2010)
where do i even begin?????...it was so freaking fun.
it was the first time that i didn't wanna leave the country. the aura, felt so safe. for this five days. we did so much. we went more for the activities then the shopping, cause since its the first time we were going there. we went on a tour package. but i must say our tour guide!!!!...is THE BEST!!! HE MADE THE TRIP EVEN MORE FUN. I MEAN WHICH TOUR GUIDE WILL GO ALL OUT TO BUY YOU DRINKS AND BOOK VIP SEATS AND GET YOU THE BEST SHOWS!! THANK YOU MR BANK!!!!.. MAKING THIS THE MOST FUN TRIP EVER.. THERE IS JUST SO MANY THINGS WE DID. i went with my family. i let the pictures do the talking. all the pictures were in fb. i just show a few.

3) my very first tee design...=)
i'm not the very creative type of person. i seriously know myself. i no good wif designing. i envy those who can come out wif designs. well, for this design. i edited alex's design . i use his design for help. haha. then i sorth of edit the fonts and other. i cannot say its my design. but i so happy that i know how to edit and stuff. took me 3 hours to do. FYI, they are not using this tee design. using something better...\m/.

4)MARINA BARRAGE OUTING WIF SPMT (27.03.2010)
first in the morning we had out meeting for the FO camp . planning and stuff , then later we went to the barrage, i thought i had never been there before. but i did. for the water festival. haha. nice weather. windy. then justin bought kite and went to fly kite. i was like shock to find out that singaporeans at this generation still fly kite. was quite fun. sharon, reddy, justin, dawn , taufiq and me went there. then this sat we are having another meeting. hoping that after that we go queenstown to see shirt and go ikea to eat. =)

( thailand was like 40 degrees!!!, this is a new level of darkness that i gotten!. TSK!)

5)movie outing wif nickky (30.03.2010)
nickky and i went to watch the robert patterson movie, remember me. it was nice!. kinda sad that he died in the end. we went to watch at lido at the shaw towers. went the movie finish, we realised that we were the 0nly asians watching the movie. the rest is angmoh. shocking ryte!!. DON'T BUY LARGE POPCORN AT LIDO UNLESS YOU ARE WITH 3 OR MORE FRIENDS OR REALLY HUNGRY. ITS FREAKING HUGE. BUT CHEAP. i eat as much as i can, it was only, till the brim. seriously huge. then when we were going down the escalator, it suddenly like jerk, so more we were so high up. i thought i was going to fall down. so my reaction damm funny.
ALSO CAMWHORED IN THAILAND..=)
hey, i had free time
next time, wadever events occur.. i have to straight away blog..DON'T BE LAZY JACINTA NISHANTHI!!!

FACTS

2010-03-07T02:16:00.000-08:00

WAIT WAIT..

BEFORE I GO BUY THE DIASO THINGY..

I FOUND SOMETHING ON THE INTERNET...DAMM COOL!!..

if wanna see better, go to fb and see!!..

its so true!!!, but i dunno about the last part

CLOSER AND CLOSER

2010-03-06T21:10:00.000-08:00

its getting closer and closer...

first its the camp thingy, my work. its like on the 8-10 march. it will be the first time that i will be going for a camp as a instructor. haha. must be confident when i see the kids. they would be looking up to me to lead and guide them. so its really important. i'll be taking SWISS COTTAGE SEC. its a mix school. the hardest past is that they wanna mix normal tech and normal acad and express together. challenge much???. okay i felt bit relieved when sicky told me he also doing the same camp. hahah.

second thing is, i bought the ADAM LAMBERT DELUXE CD. WHICH MEANS THAT I CAN GO GET HIS AUTOGRAPH!!!!!. EXCITED MUCH!!!. so i went to buy for him something. =)

i mean going to see him, then might else buy for him.

i bought this red scarf for him. he likes to wear scarf. but i didn't see him wearing red color, i'm not sure if he owns a red scarf. the color is quite bright. i mean he's fair mah. he should wear bright color, will look even super hot. then i later going to DIASO, to buy the heart shape box, put the scarf inside. haha. then from my friends, they told me to put a card inside. if i were to design it myself, its better. so i going to write what i wanna say to him. like thank him so so so much. cause his song "sleepwalker" helped me so much. i really look up to him so much. like being comfortable in your own skin. i wanna tell him all this. then the scarf also. hahah. i'll put my name at the end. even though he is not going to remember me, but its okay luh. just tell him what i feel uh. oh yea, almost i forgot, i also going to buy for him one stock of sunflower. okay, i know wad you are thinking, but i think its kinda sweet, cause to me uh, sunflower never fail to make me smile. i like. hopefully will brighten his day!!!.. once i get it all done, i take a pic and show!!.

btw, for my work tomorrow, i have to wake up at 4plus in the morning. I KNOW RIGHT!???.. cause i need to be at bukit gombak at 6.45am to meet sicky. and from my place its freaking far!!.. i have to take the train and get down at serangoon then take the circle line then get down at bishan and go all the way to bukit gombak, which will take quite long. which means i have to leave my house at 5.30am. I have woken up so early during my holidays. i don't faint can liao.

maybe later when i go DIASO, and buy the stuff i'll update by today. if not right i'll in 3 days time. i'll be back on wednesday. =)

HE'S COMING!!!

2010-03-02T05:30:00.000-08:00

i just heard the most awesome news that made my day or more like made me life!!!...

ADAM LAMBERT IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!..

HE IS PERFORMING AT THE UNIVERSAL STUDIOS AT SENTOSA ON THE 12TH MARCH. The thing is , is kinda close intimate session. so you have to win tickets to see him perform. i really hope i get the ticket. i will try to get them. there is like only two ways to win the tickets. one is, you have to buy the ADAM LAMBERT DELUEX CD, to see if your serial number matches the one on the website on 10th at 8pm. then another is through the contest. have to listen to class 95fm to listen and answer is question then hope that will get his ticket. the contest is on 8th-15th.. i asked my friends to help.. i also must try, cause on the 8th to the 10th i will working ..

i have to somehow try and get the ticket. he will be in singapore at 11th at the mediacorp studios for radio interview. so we, sg(glamberts) wanna go see him, bring stuff..like his pics or poster and stuff..maybe can give him something..i thought of buying something for him..but i see wad to buy...hmmm... maybe some astrology thingy cause he is like so into it. hahaha..=), then there will be an atuograph session on the 13th, omg...

the thing is, today i got sms saying that my work from 12-13 got cancelled... coincidence much??...hahahhaah.... now my whole body is trembling..hahahah

Sorry X3

2010-02-26T04:55:00.000-08:00

Finally bought it!!..

yes after many many months later i bought the ADAM LAMBERT CD!!!why buy it so late?, cause when i went to my place to search for it. IT WAS SOLD OUT!.

okay, you must be wondering why i didn't like camwhored with the album?. Errr, the thing is, i really hope other adam lambert fans Don'T KILL ME!!.. i kinda cut out is album artwork..I'M REALLY SORRY!!! but let me explain!..cause i don't keep the cd casing. i usually keep the cd in another area, cause i don't wanna waste paste. but don't worry i cut out the pics and paste it. DON'T WORRY!!

HOW SELFISH CAN YOU BE?

2010-02-25T07:12:00.000-08:00

i thought we were friends. Best friends, matter of fact.

I was there when you needed me. You were there at times, when i needed you.

But every friendship has it flaws right?. I have tolerated for so many years and today i had enough.

I don't know if you realise that you are making use of me. But if you do, that its really mean. Friends are suppose to be there for each other. I guess you definition of a being a friend towards me is just to make use. Cause you know that i'll always be there for you. So to you i'm just a back up friend. So what, you lied to me about being my best friend. You only said that i was you best friend so that you think i'll feel special?. i'll admit, i played your game. i was your puppet more like your doormat. i was so stupid to take a long to realise. People who care about me, keep telling me that you are making use of me. I sorth felt it too. But i didn't think that you could be this horrible. Guess wad, I WAS WRONG!

I put up with your SPOLIT BRAT BEHAVIOR, always giving in to you. How many times you kept me waiting at the train station AT YOUR PLACE???!!. But when i made you wait, you show face!. I got into so much of trouble because of you. Constantly psychoing me to buy expensive stuff. Part of it is my fault for keep giving in to you.You may be able to afford it, but i can't. I guess to you, being rich will impress people and get you friends. FYI it doesn't. You changed so much since secondary school. You are not the same girl that i knew. ONLY SHITTIER!. you make a shitty friend and a shitty girlfriend. Oh wait you weren't even his girlfriend. I warned you, you didn't listen to me. you went all out. Now that he got want he wanted he threw you aside a piece of tissue. Today really was enough. Asking me to go sentosa to take your thing!. You didn't even bother to tell me that you busy working, you couldn't even think that what happened if i were already at harbourfront waiting?. No, Of course you won't think, it not important in your thick selfish skull. You really expect me to go all the way there??. How stupid did you think i was?. Only want everything to go by your way. The world doesn't revolve around you okay?. I HAD IT!!.

UPGRADE YOU!!!

2010-02-24T02:37:00.000-08:00

I FINALLY CUT MY HAIR..

ITS SHORT!!!. LIKE SHOULDER LENGTH. I LOVE IT!!

my head feel so much lighter...

oh yea, i also re -did my room. bought more stuff from diaso. to make the room nice.

really depends on my mood. if wanna do my room nicely, i'll go all out. but sometimes i don't feel like it, i can leave my room in a mess...REAL MESS.

i also did my notice board. the one hanging beside my bed. I FEEL SO HAPPY...

now i can sleep in peace...ahaha... =)

this wardrobe i bought from ikea. i gonna past adam lambert pics on it. NOT OBSESSED okies!!!.. its cause i got another wall which has full of triple h pics and a huge david cook poster. i like to put up pics if guys whom i like. Makes me happy when i come into the room... DONT JUDGE ME OKAY!!!!

boring boring boring

2010-02-23T20:50:00.000-08:00

okay, like wow..the last time i wrote was in the first day of my exams..

but now its like 2 weeks of my holidays already.. so far i still cannot find my gloves. i mean i haven gone there at search, yea i know. kinda my fault.

pretty much didn't go out for these past 2 weeks. expect during CNY. For the 1st day of CNY celebrations, my parents like did their usual stuff by having a get together at east coast park. picnic. the thing is, this year i did something different. I DID NOT GO SWIMMING!!!. yea, every where i will get tempted to go in the water then get fully submerged. WITHOUT BRINGING EXTRA CLOTHES. i'll do the same shit every year. but this year i wanna prove to my parents that i will not be tempted to go in. AND I DID!!!..haha...2nd day of CNY my parents usually go their friends house, GET THIS, they have been going there before they were married. aunties and uncle have seen me and my brother grown up .. AWESOME SHIT!!..

Then Sharon invited us over to her place for CNY. it was so good to see the guys again. Taufik, Nicholas, Justin, Dawn and Boo. Haven see them in a LONG TIME!!!.. so Happy to see them and go out together. HAD SOO MUCH OF FUN. first i have to THANK SHARON'S MOM, for cooking such a yummy meal!!!!!. then we had so much fun with playing card games. damm fun!!..hahaha

something weird happen yesterday. when my mother when to top up the car, then when we wanna go off, i switch on the radio then put to 98.7fm then i suddenly change to 91.3fm, then they put on adam lambert song, then my mom was like how you know.. then she say your instinct uh?..the thing is i didn't know..i just changed..

i blushed!!!!...crap, its not a good sign

hate being so careless...

2010-02-07T19:22:00.000-08:00

its day 1 of exam week..

its really good start cause did well in the presentation for GEMS.

topics were kinda interesting cause i'm taking love relations. YEA I KNOW.

oh wells, tmr got marine engineering exam. then wednesday i got the DPA DEMO THINGY. to help out

I LOST MY GLOVES. I WANNA CRY LIAO. sunday only then i realise. F LUH. the whole sunday i was so upset and angry. my dad was like telling me not to worry abt the gloves. just buy new ones. BUT I DUN WANNA NEW ONE. i want my old one. i hope its at fight g. PLEASE HOPE ITS IN FIGHT G!!!!......

CALFS DON'T TEAR !!!

2010-02-04T06:09:00.000-08:00

MY CALFS ARE KILLING ME...

they are so super strained!!!...

why didn't i STRETCH!!!!!...

today celebrate nic(sicky) birthday. threw flour at him..haha..

justin helped..he threw all the flour.

better start studying. exams are like next week only..

today i totally forgotten that i camwhore few pics of myself... so embarrassing.

cause i used the camera for nic's birthday. then he wanted to see the pics. then got my camwhore pics!!..then nash also saw..SHIT LUH. then they keep disturbing.

this was the best i think out of all i taken..haha

*BLOOD AND CHOCOLATES*